August 10, 2008 -- The First Post.

Okay I'm gonna start this..

Hi, my name is Diane, 20 years old (I'm not used to that, I just had my birthday a couple of days ago..). I am an aspiring Nursing student -- started it in Florida but, well we moved here to Canada so now i don't know what's gonna happen.

I so happen to be in love with a certain David, a fun-loving, very sweet guy. He's currently in Florida but is planning to move here to Canada to study, which is his code for wanting to be with me hehe. I can't complain. I'm actually happy about that.. VERY. We are very serious about our relationship and once we've dealt with our problems (not relationship problems though.. we adore each other very much, thank you..), and finished school/found a stable job, we plan to settle down.

Humm, right now David is sleeping.. well with the time difference (2 hour difference boo!), I'm not blaming him - it's already past 3 in the morning there! But tonight is different from any other night. He's currently in Orlando (NOT where he lives..) with a couple of our friends, spending the last remaining days of their summer vacation having fun at Universal Studios.

At first I wasn't too thrilled about him going, I've been gone a total of 3 weeks and I still long for him A LOT. I still haven't gotten used to not seeing him daily anymore. But anyways, so yeah I wasn't all that excited. I was even asking him if he could not go. He would gladly do it for me but it didn't feel right. I HAD to fix my feelings and FAST! I don't want him wasting away stuck at home.

So I had a talk with one of my good friends. I explained to him the situation and asked his opinion if he'd feel the same way if he we're in my position. This is what he said...

Good Friend: It's normal to feel jealous, of course you want to be with the person you love all the time.
Diane: So what I'm feeling is perfectly fine? (A bit confused.)
Good Friend: But if you're thinking bad things about him, like thinking that he'd be going on a romantic rendezvous with someone, well that's WRONG. You should learn to trust him..
Diane: *sudden realization.. I do trust him..*

I realized that I have to trust him, he's proved himself worthy numerous times already. So, with an open mind and heart, I told him that it was okay with me, no hard feelings, no tampos. He didn't believe me at first, but he did in the end.:) That's why he is there now, having fun with our friends in Universal - he still texts me every so often which is a huge pick-me-upper. We even got the chance to talk on the phone tonight.. for an hour.:)

What's gratifying is what he said to me the other night. He said, "You are perfect for me, I can't ask for anything else. I love you so much." Now who would fall for something like that?:D